Today I am sitting in a cafe once again, reading Global Mission Fellows applications and taking in the stories of the young people who are applying this year. Then it hit me- and I had to write it down quick. “I am content.“
It has been almost 6 months since I finished my assignment as Mission Advocate at Global Ministries. In reading these applications I was reminded of what I wrote on my cover letter when I applied to be Mission Advocate.
My exit interview as Mission Advocate went pretty poorly. Perhaps it was that I had lost sight of my reasons for wanting to serve in that capacity, perhaps it was the knowledge that I had fallen short of my superiors’ expectations – goals that exponentially changed as those of a thriving product tend to do. Perhaps it is that I take failure hard, and am predisposed to gloss over small victories and judge my work as failed. Whatever the reason it took me until now, in catching sight of my own personal goal as Mission Advocate, to remember who I am, and why I am so convinced in the vitalness of serving as a Mission Advocate, and serving as a missionary.
There are two new Mission Advocate positions that will be filled this year. I can only hope that the two people who fill them will not lose sight, as I did, of the real reason they want to serve in that capacity.
Spreading the Good News,